you may think im a useless bum..
a stupid moron.. retarted fartknocker..
doing everything in his own way..

you may think im cool..
but im not, im just like the rest you you
i just have my own ways..

you may know my name
but im sure you dont know me well
dont pretend you care
because i can see in your face
the hate and anger you have in me

i may be the last you had
and the last youll love
pick all your favorites
and im not on the list..

theres only one thing im sure
that all has and end..
it may be hard for others
but not for you..
you have wasted you labor
and suffering.. your so called
"LOVE" for me..

all i have is my friends
friends that help me..
not my family..
who abandon me..
leaves me in the dark
alone searching for answers

i could have committed suicide
i thought of committing suicide
but im not that stupid to leave
everything that i love behind

they dont know how i feel..
how i feel about them
thats because they only think
i dont feel nothing..
im a pain in the ass..
well.. they are all wrong
i may not be expressive
but deep inside i express
everything i feel..
by the means of writing..
smoking.. drinking..
at some point of all those
i remember them..

all this crap.. all this feeling
made me cry.. not with sadness..
but with anger..
anger that builds and stock
inside my body..
forcing me to release it..

i know everthing has an end
life has an end..
its just a matter of time..
tic toc tic toc tic toc....